Just had a really frustrating experience trying to shop for summer clothes.
I'm thinking, perfect, I'm getting in better shape and losing a few pounds, what a perfect way to reward myself. WRONG!
I'm either too fat, my bodys shaped wrong, or whatever for every item I try on. Being in-between sizes is lame. All my existing bottoms (pants, skirts) are loose and falling off, but the next size down is too small. So, for some reason it made sense to console myself, with, yep, food. Got some frozen yogurt from this place at the mall I love where its self serve, and you can put toppings and stuff on it.
Don't get me wrong, I don't feel BAD about my body, I think I look good, but its frustrating to have such a difficult time outfitting myself. I guess I'll just keep working hard, and maybe someday I'll be able to find stuff that fits. And maybe next summer I can get some cute shorts at the mall. Bahh.
Tonight theres mandatory practice. Mandatory Sunday practices always throw a monkey wrench in my plans. Such is life in the Tide Pool. Sometimes derby can give you minor inconveniences, but you just roll with it (oh yeah, see what I did there?) for the greater good. Since its break between quarters, I have plenty of time over the next 3 weeks to be lazy and feel bored and useless.
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